I think it is down to being colder, autumnal blues as I said. I am also awake at 3am and waiting for my meal to arrive from fast food joint.
On a side note, does one get more hungry after sex? I recall reading this a while back. Another explanation is that I haven’t eaten enough today. I totally agree. I haven’t. In fact, I haven’t had a single bite to eat, but why?
My body simply isn’t hungry. Desires, carnal and fleeting, can be dealt with. Need food? Eat. Feeling depressed? Try exercise. Every problem has a solution and every day we face different problems.
Why am I hungry at night? I’m glad I asked myself this question. A little voice failed to answer me. Also, why is there such a big focus at the moment on the increasingly political adverts from some huge supermarket brands? Did you see those commercials? I watched them on YouTube. Can’t say I care much about the recent controversial Santa sick advert.
Let’s all do us a favour, yeah? Stop with the politicalisation of potentially dangerous information, when it’s not a supermarkets place to concern themselves with such matters.
I have 1 more on campus workshop next Thursday. I then have my conferencing assessment on the 13th December. I also have a mock drafting assessment to complete this week, I believe on breach of contract. Hopefully I am not stupid and can pass. I am so hard on myself.
The time has come
the here and the now
it's time to make a choice
to stand tall or to fall
to begin to regret or embrace it all
now is the time for change
now is the time to let go
of all that you desire
that can't pass through the fire
that wouldn't look good to the King of Tyre
now feel those waves
passing slowly overhead
and breathe deeply
but don't forget those weeply souls
those who never got old
because I have to give
but a mere penance of life
that vanishes in the blink of an eye.
Beginning my days shaving off my sins
Washing away all of those previous whims
Thinking I am the star of the Sims
Driving that car shotgun to Mr Pims
Eagle eyed fraught desire
Wormhole aging attire.
What great news has come upon the American people and indeed the world. George Floyd’s killer was found guilty of murder and guilty he was. A shift in the consciousness of the American people will sweep the world. Let’s hope that the world begins to change and help those who are most in need.
shining like a light,
burning through the night,
"I've moved on"
say your at the end,
of your might,
at wits end,
a white star,
watching from afar,
not in a rush,
to go far.
Remember the day, when I said, 'take it all away?'
Sliding in and out all day,
in the earthly,
locked away, in the asylum,
Turn from the frost to the heat,
step away from that snowy plough,
winters fire, fare brace,
turning of each rusting doorknob, handle,
destined to sink and slide down the hill,
waking to find,
A simple buzzcut,
knock on her door,
she adores you,
for a whisper.
dawning of that age,
and fading eventually, unknown.
everybody could sing it their way,
seeing that, the day,
is nothing but a brick in your way,
tons of faces,
which we all embrace,
of the embers.
And that hand was forced,
as you know,
inside dark and frightening feelings,
just another day.